| byebye razorbladebride |
[25 Aug 2005|07:14pm] |
I will not be using this journal any longer. If you would like to add my new journal give me a call or message me
Or just leave a comment on my new journal...H3rNam3WasJ3sus
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| New job yay! |
[22 Aug 2005|01:34pm] |
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Fri & Sat 12-6 training & schedule is posted on Sat =)
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| My ROLE MODEL |
[21 Aug 2005|11:41pm] |
I want to grow up to be/look just like her <3 @--->-----
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| Sometimes it hurts to lose the one you love |
[21 Aug 2005|03:58am] |
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But you know what i`ve learned?
That this is life
Bad things happen
Then you build a bridge and get the fuck over it
Instead of crying about everything like a whiney depressed bitch
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| Game over |
[20 Aug 2005|02:04am] |
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Over it, over you. |
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That was your last turn
You lose.
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[19 Aug 2005|11:32pm] |
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 bouncy |
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Thanks for putting a smile on my face ---<-@
Its been quite awhile since anyone has done that..
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| If you want me dont wait until its too late.. |
[19 Aug 2005|01:23pm] |
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Why do I still hold hope?
Why cant I just move on?
Why do I still cry myself to sleep everynight?
Why do I still search for your face in every crowd?
Why do I still keep the phone by my bed at night?
I shouldnt want someone who will never want me
I shouldnt dream of something that will never happen
I hate this
But somehow i still love you
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| -.- |
[14 Aug 2005|11:23am] |
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Set me free
Just leave me be
won`t you please just leave me here
Don`t give me that little bit to hold on to
Just release me
Just leave me be....
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| FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCK |
[11 Aug 2005|11:58pm] |
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FUCK YOU RIGHT IN THE FACE WITH A STRAP ON FUCKING KNIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish you knew how much I fucking hate you, if given the chance in all honesty I would kill you in the most twisted painful fucking way.
drgujaegrjeaehgoehg!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111111111111111
Is is normal to not be able to hurt a fly but brutally kill a human? Sure it is. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well, my sweet revenge is in the making and mother fucker youd better believe its yours for the god damned taking.
Wow I love my friends I just got handed a beer, and oh yay theres 2 cases in the fridge.
Your luckys i`ll be too fucking shit-faced to plot evil plans against you tonight........OR YOU WOULD BE FUCKING DEAD TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
Oh yeah....FUCK YOU!
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| My happy safe place. |
[07 Aug 2005|07:35am] |
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tapping the vein- again |
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Aww look at my beautiful girl. I can`t remember how to take screen shots but I took this when I was lvl 29...(i`m 40 now) I was chillin in my favorite lobby messing with buttons and figured out how to take screen shots. When I get a nice good high lvl and unlock the dressing room so I can change my characters appearance i`ll take a new screen shot....oh I have not slept in days....this game consumes all of me. -.- I need a new computer chair by the way the pads on this one are worn thin and it hurts my booty when I sit here at my game for more than a few hours.
I have no life anymore...between school and my precious game there is no time for much else. Oh but I am reading that book Luke...i`m about 75% finished with it, its reeeeeally good, when I finish reading it I expect some more of this good material =D
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| The rain won`t stop. |
[05 Aug 2005|11:58pm] |
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I miss you more than before
This pain is raining down on me
Please would you make it stop
Of course not
I promise you i`ll never forget
As long as I am here
And never again will I fall for anyone
As long as I am here
I am capable of anything
But if it came to you I would surrender everything
Oh won`t you pick the poison
Because I would swallow all of it willingly
Please tear out my eyes
Because tears have blinded me for good anyways
Can you still see me
Do you see what you have done
I wish I would have never met you
I wish I would have never loved you
I wish I could run far enough away
To a place I didnt have to dream of you
Oh how my eyes are burning
I can`t remember when i`ve closed them
There is a hole right here
This wound is eating right through my chest
Theres not much left
Not enough capable of emotions
For anyone else
All thats left is a shadow of me
Oh please can`t you make the rain stop
Of course not
The pain is raining down on me now
Its time for me to go now....
Oh how I hope
I hope the sky is blue on the other side...
-.-
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| silly silly people... |
[03 Aug 2005|02:40am] |
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A silly someone has been signing in my name on all my accounts and erasing my mail n such...password change time...AGAIN
Silly boys think they fool me and that they can get with me...
Silly friends are really starting to piss me off...
Fuck em, I honestly think i`m too nice...
Alot of things are going to change.
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| woah |
[01 Aug 2005|09:38pm] |
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Modest Mouse- dance all day |
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So mah birthday turned out awesome, no complaints.
I`m sore as fuck today though and my jaw/cheeks/tongue hurts...all torn up.
But its all worth it =) I love my friends/family ^.^
Thank you guys for making this birthday worthy of the history books ^.^ love you guys!
I`m off to play some PSO!
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| Its my birthday |
[01 Aug 2005|12:10am] |
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I`ll cry if I want to..
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| Presents YAY! |
[31 Jul 2005|09:52pm] |
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Happy Hardcore- Forever young |
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I got lots and lots and lots of fun new rolling toys! Also I got some cute new clothes ^.^ the carebear shirt that says c`mon get happy is my fav hehehehe , also I got fun new decorations for my walls...I got a trippy ass cloth poster that glows in the blacklight with crazy shit in it...a mirror that has a glow in the dark/blacklight reactive magic mushroom on it mwuahaha...SOAD tickets, a BG pass, a really cool new beanie from Alexis and blinky glasses from zak...OH THE FUN THINGS A BIRTHDAY BRINGS!
I am so excited to roll with my bestest buddies tonight ^.^ it sux we have to wait like 3 more hours to get the stuff...but the wait makes it worth it!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! *only 2 more hours till midnight then its officially my bday!!!*
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| What a fucking adventure |
[30 Jul 2005|08:45am] |
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Nancy Sinatra- Bang bang...this song is on repeat bitches. |
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Don`t know how we came to that cemetary....don`t know how we found Jason and his girlfriend again....Damn I don`t even know how we found the car again....
Home has never felt so good....my bed awaits to swallow me up.
Oh and bitch....that pretty much sums up the situation.
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| 3 months 9 days |
[30 Jul 2005|02:53am] |
I`m ridiculus.
I`m bored, where the fuck is Jason, were sposed to be going shrooming goddammit
Hes holding the bus up
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| Bang bang...I can`t sleep.... |
[29 Jul 2005|08:55am] |
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Nancy Sinatra- Bang bang |
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I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight
Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down
Seasons came and changed the time
When I grew up, I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we used to play?"
Bang bang, I shot you down
Bang bang, you hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, I used to shoot you down
Music played and people sang
Just for me the church bells rang
Now he's gone. I don't know why
And till this day, sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
He didn't take the time to lie
Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down
This song has been on repeat for I don`t even know how long now.....
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| Jerks |
[28 Jul 2005|07:16am] |
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SOAD-Sugar |
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I have a new Screen name for AIM its H3rNam3WasJ3asus....someone fucking changed my AIM passwords for all my other Screen names, good thing I have a different password for my other online accounts...I changed those just incase though. That shit pisses me off, when I find out who did it they can have a nice kick in the ballz or a nice punch in the fucking jaw.
P.S. I`ve been up ALL fucking night/morning doing school work...I did`nt think it would take me this long its so hard and my brain is so fucking fried.
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